Assalamualaikum guys..hey thanks for reading.
Actually im just going to describe what is happening at this moment.well,,one of my biggest fear had happened.
Hahahah yeah it happened..
I used to like a boy,,who did not have any feeling for me,i know.we first met when i stepped my feet into the elementary school.*this is embarrassing* so I looked at him at first glance.sorry but he was not my love at the first sight.it was the second sight that i fell for him.so I kept staring at him whenever he was around.when we were in standard 1,he told my bestfriend that he liked her.i pretended to laugh..since she was my bestfriend.
So then we went into standard 2,,again we were in the same class.in standard 2,,he fought with a girl.yeah a young boy you know..of course he had his own ego.so our teacher told them to shake hands.to declare that the war had ended.hahha okay it was funny.still,,I pretended to laugh like it was funny like hell.
In standard 3..there was a new girl from somewhere in Malaysia..came into our school.of course new student would be popular back then,right? So I was still admiring him and kept approaching him so that he knew me..well actually he did.one day,he was playing some kind of table game with that new girl,,and I accidentally fell and made the things fell too,,you know the tiny things tht u put in the game..so it was chaotic for the three of us.haha he was so mad at me that he yelled and looked at me like i was a killer,,*i think he yelled.im not sure* but he sure did something that I hated.
So here we go..to my standard 4..yeah since we were quite matured after we went into standard 4,yeah you know..it kinda felt like senior right?i was not close with him in standard 4.i had never been close with him actually.so when we were in standard 5,,again my other bestfriend.she was one of my bestest bestfriend hahaa..she was being weird that she did not let me to be near him at all..do you know the mean of AT ALL? OHMY it was annoying.later i found out that she liked him too,well actually nobody knew that I liked him back then,so our conflicts were over.she turned normal again and I was glad..but when we were nearing the end of the year.. the story began..
There was a new girl from somewhere in Malaysia too..came and became a hot topic like usual..plus,,she was beautiful,gorgeous,a good runner,had good pinky skin and anything that would made everyone drool..haha
So she suprised us that she got the 4th place in the final exam.so she was scouted to be a prefect.just like me.everyone was so amazed by her personality..she was shy,had good ways of talking,laughing..eveything.
Then it was standard 6 when everything started to change.
I was close with the boy at the start of the year..but everything went wrong when the girl joined our school sports team.she was fast and had a good body.i didnt blame her that everyone liked her.even me..I wanted to be her bestfriend.we started to be close.i found out that she was so nice.
Then after our UPSR(i dont really remember),,we were chatting..yeah along with the boy but the girl.one of my friend asked him..'woi hang suka sapa hah?' my heart was beating fast..then we started to call out each name..haha of course my name was given a 'no'..
Then someone came into my mind.so i said..'*that person's name*)..then he nodded..
It hurt
Seriously..i felt like crying.but i kept quiet.later i found out that he confessed to her and yeah they became a couple.*wadahek they were just 12..*
So i got my UPSR result and yeayyy i got straight A's so I went to my heavenly school right now,,SMK SULTANAH ASMA..
Then years passed..untill now,,I still like him,,so its been 9 years..
And i just found out that the boy and the girl..are going to be in the same school..since we are now in form 4..so we can change school if we got great result.so she did it.
She'll be there soon...with him
Again..