It happened

Assalamualaikum guys..hey thanks for reading.

Actually im just going to describe what is happening at this moment.well,,one of my biggest fear had happened.

Hahahah yeah it happened..

I used to like a boy,,who did not have any feeling for me,i know.we first met when i stepped my feet into the elementary school.*this is embarrassing* so I looked at him at first glance.sorry but he was not my love at the first sight.it was the second sight that i fell for him.so I kept staring at him whenever he was around.when we were in standard 1,he told my bestfriend that he liked her.i pretended to laugh..since she was my bestfriend.

So then we went into standard 2,,again we were in the same class.in standard 2,,he fought with a girl.yeah a young boy you know..of course he had his own ego.so our teacher told them to shake hands.to declare that the war had ended.hahha okay it was funny.still,,I pretended to laugh like it was funny like hell.

In standard 3..there was a new girl from somewhere in Malaysia..came into our school.of course new student would be popular back then,right? So I was still admiring him and kept approaching him so that he knew me..well actually he did.one day,he was playing some kind of table game with that new girl,,and I accidentally fell and made the things fell too,,you know the tiny things tht u put in the game..so it was chaotic for the three of us.haha he was so mad at me that he yelled and looked at me like i was a killer,,*i think he yelled.im not sure* but he sure did something that I hated.

So here we go..to my standard 4..yeah since we were quite matured after we went into standard 4,yeah you know..it kinda felt like senior right?i was not close with him in standard 4.i had never been close with him actually.so when we were in standard 5,,again my other bestfriend.she was one of my bestest bestfriend hahaa..she was being weird that she did not let me to be near him at all..do you know the mean of AT ALL? OHMY it was annoying.later i found out that she liked him too,well actually nobody knew that I liked him back then,so our conflicts were over.she turned normal again and I was glad..but when we were nearing the end of the year.. the story began..

There was a new girl from somewhere in Malaysia too..came and became a hot topic like usual..plus,,she was beautiful,gorgeous,a good runner,had good pinky skin and anything that would made everyone drool..haha

So she suprised us that she got the 4th place in the final exam.so she was scouted to be a prefect.just like me.everyone was so amazed by her personality..she was shy,had good ways of talking,laughing..eveything.

Then it was standard 6 when everything started to change.
I was close with the boy at the start of the year..but everything went wrong when the girl joined our school sports team.she was fast and had a good body.i didnt blame her that everyone liked her.even me..I wanted to be her bestfriend.we started to be close.i found out that she was so nice.

Then after our UPSR(i dont really remember),,we were chatting..yeah along with the boy but the girl.one of my friend asked him..'woi hang suka sapa hah?' my heart was beating fast..then we started to call out each name..haha of course my name was given a 'no'..
Then someone came into my mind.so i said..'*that person's name*)..then he nodded..

It hurt
Seriously..i felt like crying.but i kept quiet.later i found out that he confessed to her and yeah they became a couple.*wadahek they were just 12..*

So i got my UPSR result and yeayyy i got straight A's so I went to my heavenly school right now,,SMK SULTANAH ASMA..

Then years passed..untill now,,I still like him,,so its been 9 years..

And i just found out that the boy and the girl..are going to be in the same school..since we are now in form 4..so we can change school if we got great result.so she did it.

She'll be there soon...with him

Again..

New love

Assalamualaikum fellas..hi guys! For this entry,,I would like to show you guys my new love!
tadaa! Hahah..perfume,meet bloggers,,bloggers,this is perfume!

Well this is a nice perfume! It smells so good,seriously! Im feeling sexy wearing this.haaha so I'm gonna stick to this,,*maybe* until the liquid is at the bottom of the bottle..hewhew okay thanks guys.

xxx

Whisper

To be loved sure is a nice thing for everyone else,right? Same goes for me..a long time ago

At this very moment,,my life quote would be..'dont mind others.they know nothing.' which means..i wont care anymore.wether to love or to be loved.this is just ridiculous.

People wont die for us.,so why should we care too much?

Its my time,,
Its my life,,
I can do what I like
For my pride..and my smile

xxx sorry but I'm not a nice girl.I hate to tolerate

Memories

Assalamualaikum guys..hey I'm here again.
Im going to write about MEMORIES.. Yeah you guys sure do have memories with your loved ones..so do I
To be straight forward,,its about us.LOLLIPOP which means my girlfriends..
Well last night yeah we were like other teenagers would chat over everything together..shopping,boys and stuffs..
So Bihy told us about her new school.It was heartbreaking to know that she hated that school.ughh with those girls there..it was just SAD...
Okay so then Syafa sent a song..an Infinite's song.it was all her fault that we started to be emotional and yeah there you go..we started to cry..*this is quite embarrassing
Yeah so what's the problem with us crying over our friendship?its normal,,unless you had never cried for you friends..
Then we just chatted and chatted and recalling old memories when ALL of us were together.. :'(
But its okay,,this will strenghten our beautiful friendship..
Haters? Well to talk about haters that really hate us..just continue hating us cause thats what you guys would and have to do as haters..I'm sure you guys have bestfriends too,right? Its just a matter of how we expressed ourselves with our bestfriends..maybe my friends and I expressed ourselves in a way that you guys hate,,but same goes to us.Maybe you guys had expressed your friendship in way that we really really hate..so its normal.
Which means we wont like everyone.so we decided to live our live to the fullest and ignore others.why care about people's life when you can care about yours?

xxx fiona

New class

Assalamualaikum..holla holli people.yeah school has started and of course I'm in form 4 right now! Yeah man I've grown a lot yo! Okay so to be honest I am seriously damn not ready to be a grown up girl.yah I hate making my own decision of my life.maybe I used to extremely wanting to grow up and make my own decisions without anyone helping.but now its different.totally different.I just hate to have responsibility.I dont think I'm ready to be matured like some other people.

But I can't be helped,right? So I have to try really really really hard to adapt to this new environment..new topics of study and new and a better maturity.urgh I'm stressed out :(

Btw,this year I will be in 4 Asma..hoorayyy! I do missed Asma class when I was transfered into Sultanah..haha sorry guys.well,in Asma you can meet chineses and indian.they are nice.its not that I'm saying malay are bad but they are different.their ways of communicating with me.

So insyaallah we will start our study after next week or in the other word,after the orientation.I desperately hope that I can cope with the pure science subjects and account too.do pray for me so that I can pay attention during classes.

So this is is about my start of form 4..hope to be a great student. 
    
       i know u love me,xoxo