Happy Belated Birthday Bihy

assalamualaikum..oh HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my most beautiful friend,,BIHY! wooh *jk je

lol haha,,ok bihi,i hope u r okay with my late wish,,uhuks!

umm sincerely,,it hurt me when i knew that u were going to move,,to JOHOR! omg can u imagine it?

its so far from kedah okay.,,tp its fate right? Allah planned the best for us! now,u are officially 15,so behave like one,,hahaha!

it was so much fun when we joke around,doing stupid things,,and even argue right? thats what we call MEMORIES,,that wont change~ no matter where we are,,

and dear bihy,,i know its hard for you to leave us,,too! i do acknowledge it! but maybe something better and even bigger is waiting for you there,,so go for it!

honestly,,i would cherish every moment that we have with each other,,with LOLLIPOP!

i will keep our memories tightly,,in my heart~ i know it will be different and a big change will happen when u are not here,,but still,,dont ever forget that im not going to forget you! because you are one of us,LOLLIES,,u are my sister! so,,lets take a deep breath and be with LOLLIPOP forever,,smpai ajal yang memisahkan,,*uh,,boleh dapat A ni Bm..

finally,,i want to say I LOVE YOU...

yeay! new style!

oh Assalamualaikum,,yeay i've made a new Tumblr! my old one was broken,,i dont know why! but,im more satisfied and happy with my new one! come on,, click  http://damnilikejack.tumblr.com/ 

btw,now,,i think this is my new start! yes,lets do it babeh!

MERDEKA RAYA!

oh btw,as i told you last time,,im going to tell bout my MERDEKA RAYA storyyy

i was damn busy yesterday! it was insane,,to do everything for the whole school! but,it was worth it,,i would be lying if i say its not tiring,,seriously guys,i almost died! here are the photos!

 with Lollies! nadia was eating,,we were damn gorgeous,of course!

done :) aween and i were just done with our tasks! setting the cafeteria,, yeay! finally im going home,,tired!

urgh its getting better or even worse?

well Assalamualaikum guys,,the problems that im facing right now are just so confusing,i just do not know how to do it,im just being myself! hmm bout my study,so far,im doing okay..but i dont know wether im going to do well in my PMR! and lately,,Aisyah is just being so swag bout her BRAND NEW LOOK blog! oh gosh,,yeah its kinda cute though,,*feet slap my own face!

o,,and adik was doing good,and tomorrow is his last papers,,wow he's gonna be free! congrats adik!im happy for you darling,,

im in a condition trying to be BRAND NEW too,,yeah trying to adapt with the mean-environment-that-i-never-know,,

and tomorrow!! my school is going to hold a MERDEKA RAYA event,,wow! we have to wear our so-glamourous-baju kurung,,i cant wait to see Lutfi,,seriously! and our ART & PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB is organizing a LOOK-ALIKE contest! ouw,Aisyah you should try your luck!LOL,,okay,,im gonna update later bout my merdeka raya event,,when im free~ gotta go now,Assalamualaikum,,

oh im not dead yet!

oh Assalamualaikum my dear fanss~ LOL *slap my face!

okay im wide awake now,,IM WIDE AWAKE,,,IM WIDE AWAKE,,

haha,,lol im so fucking annoying,,*feet slap

okay,,now its been a month before PMR! *applause guys! and im going to squeeezeee my brains out for this big matter of my life..seriously and honestly,im so nervouss! damn nervous! so,lift your hands and do pray for me,,insyaallah im gonna make it baby! dad is calling,,gotta go now! bye,and pleaseeee,,pray for me yah! i love u guys badly..

Assalamualaikum,,

A fresh new start!

Assalamualaikum guys,,so,the results of my trial is out! uhu,just so-so...not that great or bad

yeah its BAD! btw,im thankful for all i got! still,im going to work harder for my huge FUTURE,,wuuuuu~

as what u read on my last post,,i felt like i had almost nothing in this world,,but now,after some relaxation,,i know,Allah is with me~ whenever it is,,oh,i bought a new handphone,,LOL using my 'duit raya'..just RM 65,,

worth it,huh? it is so much fun typing texts using that one! seriously,,since Aisyah is a Tumblr people now,,she's moving away fom blog,,*so sad,,and she's such a swagger bout her Tumblr,,LOL*sorry Aisyah

but i still loveee my blog!*loyal

emm,,actually im doing some reading,,but the lappy is just continuously calling me,,'Mimmy,,Mimmy,,come here,baby!' LOL

so im going lah! bye,Assalamualaikum,,

Its tiring

Assalamualaikum,,hello guys! Happy Eid Al-Mubarak..

stars,,listen to me once,,

day by day,,i can feel my happiness is fading,,or i can even say that its gone~

i keep telling myself that i'll be okay,things will work out,and everything will get better,,

but now i guess im wrong! sometimes,i feel like everything is just not fair! i did said everything happens for a reason,,but not for me anymore! i just feel so insecure,small and useless! people just dont care or want me anymore,,its just like it will be better if im gone,,FOREVER! yes,,its the best! they dont seem like they care about me or anything,,im just a plain boring stupid girl asking for love from everyone,,asking for sympathy,life and everything that i dont even deserve to think about.

now that i get it,,u guys are lucky! u did it! as all of u want,,i'll keep myself away from u,people! its the best for both sides,,

well,let me start a new world without asking from people anymore,,

lets do it! 

stars,,u guys are good listeners,, :')

It is better to be alone than in bad company

Free!!

Assalamualaikum! well guys,i just finished my PMR TRIAL! Ya Allah! im so relieved,,its been a while since i went online! wooho!so glad to say this! well,this is my pre-free-moment,,,oh btw,im losing some weight!yeehah~but from now on,i have to work harder as i'm not really happy bout my trial, =.='

who cares? im sure a lot of people know bout Chong Wei right? im so proud to be a Malaysian! you are our hero,buddy! dont be sad! we,Malaysians are behind you! yeah go Chong Wei! you are the best! i was so proud and amazed when i watched your performances in London! actually,for me,it was just a luck that Lin Dan won~it depends on the surrounding too,right?okay now,lets work harder and grab the Gold! Malaysia Boleh! bye,Assalamualaikum~ >o<